{"id":4935,"date":"2024-03-04T23:23:49","date_gmt":"2024-03-04T23:23:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/?p=4935"},"modified":"2024-03-04T23:23:49","modified_gmt":"2024-03-04T23:23:49","slug":"what-i-am-doing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/2024\/03\/04\/what-i-am-doing\/","title":{"rendered":"What I am Doing"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_4931\" style=\"width: 14638px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-4931\" data-attachment-id=\"4931\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/01-photobookshow14-3-2\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/01-photobookshow14-3-1.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"[]\" data-image-title=\"01-photobookshow14-3\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/01-photobookshow14-3-1.jpg\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/01-photobookshow14-3-1.jpg\" class=\"wp-image-4931 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/01-photobookshow14-3-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"14628\" height=\"14628\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-4931\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Untitled (Eva, 1967)<\/p><\/div>\n<h2>what I am doing<\/h2>\n<p>I am not doing anything at all<br \/>\nI am content with negating what I am doing<br \/>\nThere is no center to what I am doing<br \/>\nI don\u2019t stick to things<br \/>\nNothing interests me long enough to actually do anything about it<br \/>\nThere is no way in hell i am going to finish this<br \/>\nI cannot will myself into this<br \/>\nOh do you really think that this is what you are doing?<br \/>\nYou are complacent<br \/>\nYou do not push yourself<br \/>\nBut when pushing: Pushing where to?<br \/>\nIn the studio<br \/>\ncircular gesture<br \/>\ndividing the plane<br \/>\na lot of the things I talk about are not about what I photograph, but how I use what I see for something else<br \/>\nTry to pinpoint this \u201csomething else\u201d<br \/>\nare you too abstract?<br \/>\nAre you not abstract enough?<br \/>\nAre you just tired? Close your eyes for a moment. Like two or three years.<br \/>\nYou have old eyes. And this is not a good thing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>what I am doing I am not doing anything at all I am content with negating what I am doing There is no center to what I am doing I don\u2019t stick to things Nothing interests me long enough to actually do anything about it There is no way in hell i am going to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6L1xp-1hB","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4935"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4935\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4937,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4935\/revisions\/4937"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}