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Yesterday, after the light was gone; and where is all this leading? And, he is asking, if art, then what for? Or he is not even questioning that, as also the point of questioning it is vanishing fast. \u201cWe\u2019re not getting any younger, you know? And not getting anywhere, or at least, so it seems.\u201d He said, leaning on the bar, almost loosing his balance. \u201cWe once had dreams. But that is actually not true: We only now wished we had dreams we did not achieve, that would make it simpler to explain why we are disappointed. Now it almost looks we\u2019re disappointed for no apparent reason. We despise others who have reached what we never actually wanted. Yet, the envy. The pity for ourselves. The feeling of having lost something without exactly knowing what. It\u2019s not like I had great aspirations as a director. Oh, yes, once I had those. But putting in the work? I was not willing to do that. I never really learned how to actually do the work. It is my laziness.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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