{"id":2701,"date":"2020-05-10T21:20:53","date_gmt":"2020-05-10T21:20:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/?p=2701"},"modified":"2020-05-13T11:12:54","modified_gmt":"2020-05-13T11:12:54","slug":"mein-herz-ist-kaputt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/2020\/05\/10\/mein-herz-ist-kaputt\/","title":{"rendered":"Mein Herz ist kaputt"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"attachment_2702\" style=\"width: 889px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2702\" data-attachment-id=\"2702\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/2020\/05\/10\/mein-herz-ist-kaputt\/selection-1-22-2\/#main\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"879,1400\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;Perfection V800\/V850&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"selection-1-22\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22-188x300.jpg\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22-643x1024.jpg\" class=\"wp-image-2702 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"879\" height=\"1400\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22.jpg 879w, https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22-188x300.jpg 188w, https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22-643x1024.jpg 643w, https:\/\/cdn.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/05\/06204353\/selection-1-22-768x1223.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 879px) 100vw, 879px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-2702\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">aus: Das Gesicht des Herzpatienten<\/p><\/div>\n<blockquote><p>\u201cAber ich habe auch niemals auf mein Herz R\u00fccksicht genommen, dachte ich, deshalb ist es ja mit meinem Herzen so weit gekommen, weil ich darauf niemals R\u00fccksicht genommen habe, von Kindheit an nicht, eine Natur wie die meinige h\u00e4lt ein Herz nicht aus, sagte ich mir, es ist fr\u00fch krank, geschw\u00e4cht, weil es von Kindheit an missbraucht worden ist, ich habe mein Herz fr\u00fchester Kindheit an missbraucht und es immer \u00fcberanstrengt, dachte ich, ihm niemals Ruhe geg\u00f6nnt. Mein Herz hat die Ruhe, die es haben m\u00fcsste, niemals kennengelernt, dachte ich, jetzt ist es kaputt\u201d<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>&#8212; Thomas Bernhard, Ausl\u00f6schung, <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cAber ich habe auch niemals auf mein Herz R\u00fccksicht genommen, dachte ich, deshalb ist es ja mit meinem Herzen so weit gekommen, weil ich darauf niemals R\u00fccksicht genommen habe, von Kindheit an nicht, eine Natur wie die meinige h\u00e4lt ein Herz nicht aus, sagte ich mir, es ist fr\u00fch krank, geschw\u00e4cht, weil es von Kindheit [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2701","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6L1xp-Hz","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2701","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2701"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2701\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2709,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2701\/revisions\/2709"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2701"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2701"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.destroyphotography.com\/destroyphotography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2701"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}